This guy’s experience with Heaven sounds exactly like mine:  nothing but love there.  Nothing but positive energy.  It is overwhelming (almost) the absolute wonderful feeling of love.  And I realized as I listen to him speak that I first had an out of body experience when I was three years old.  My mother had been in a traffic accident where I ended up underneath the seat.  I recall being outside my body just for an instant where I was floating above the car, then back in my body looking up at the coils underneath the seat cushion.  But at that time, I did not have the experience of Heaven until I had that dark moment before losing the house.

Dr. Cicoria strikes me as a serious man who is sincere and by his story, is still amazed at what transpired.  I guess we all have this sense of awe.

Hey all, I wanted to give a head’s up that there may be a false flag “attack” here in Indiana tomorrow.

I found this ad on craig’s list:

Seeing as how there have been waaaay too many emergency drills just days before a so-called terrorist attack, I thought I’d better get this up just in case there is an active shooter in the next few days.  Keep this in mind, too, for anything in the future as it can always be filed away and used at a later date.  Just sayin’

Good Lord. Steve Harvey’s show (wasn’t watching, just passing through) featured a so-called “psychic” just now named Anne who is as phony.

She played the young lady who came to her like a violin.  Manipulated her to the point she was almost in tears.  Pisses me off to no end!

In case you didn’t see it, it went something like this:

Phony Psychic:  “you’ve been in bad relationships and you want to get back out into the dating scene.”

Young Lady nods.

Phony:  “I see people in your life who were yellers and screamers (and something else that I can’t remember right now).”

Young lady nods.

Phony: “Was it your Dad that was the screamer?”

Young Lady nods.

Okay, let’s stop right there.  If this woman was a true psychic, she would see who was doing the yelling or feel who was putting out the negative energy.

Phony then goes on to say that the young lady is carrying around her father’s anger like a monkey on her back, and she needs to “scream back”.  WTH does THAT mean??

And that every man she seeks out is just like the screamer. And it’s darn hard to get out of an abusive relationship. (hah. Try 24 years of trying to get away from your poisonous ex and his family, who regards you as a piece of property that they can take insurance out on.)

All of this is basic human nature and anyone taking a basic psychology course would know this.

And every woman knows there are a lot more jerks out there than good men so yeah, you’re more likely to keep dating abusive men.

But I digress…

More phony psychics:

Long Island Medium.  She uses the same techniques that the one above uses.  They must have all taken the same psychology courses so that they can manipulate the good hearts who keep getting taken in by phony abusive narcissists.  I am told that Teresa is coming to Indiana and is charging….get this…$95 per seat for the first few rows.  You have got to be kidding me!  Phony, phony, phony.  Nobody who has been given the Gift by the Creator is going to charge those kinds of fees.  Really, they should be on a pay as you can basis.

I’ve also seen the commercial for the guy driving around in a cab trying to pretend he is a psychic.  Boy, I saw this one as phony from the getgo—all he has to do is wear a bluetooth and someone who knows something about the passengers can whisper in his ear.  With the mindreading technology, they could easily use that to tell the cab driver what the person is thinking….scumbags.

I don’t believe Kim Russo of the TV Show “The Haunting Of…” is psychic, either.   I think she too has been using slight of hand techniques to fool her celebrity guests.  And the celebrities are likely in on it, as well.  They are, after all, from Hollyweird.

I have the Gift so it particularly upsets me that phonies are using manipulation to fool people so they can get rich.  I consider the Gift a sacred thing from the Creator, so it should be treated with respect and used for the good of all, not to get rich.

So this is one of those updates most would find boring, so if it’s not your thing…

I can’t remember if I posted that my breast lumps had increased again, but they did.  This was after they went down, so I was particularly concerned because that is a warning sign that they are indeed cancer and that it is growing.

So…they went down after I began the raw food diet I wrote about here with the PDF link here:  http://www.curezone.org/upload/pdf/Dying_To_Get_Well.pdf

Just as it takes time for the body to become ill, it also takes time for it to heal.  The progress with coffee enemas, fasting, and the raw diet has been phenomenal, compared to struggling to regain even a bit of normal life since mercury poisoning by dental amalgams.    It should have been a red flag that I was missing something big when others on the mercury poisoning support group would come to the group, sick as a dog, be there a couple years, get well or at least be able to resume their lives, and then leave.  I was there ten years trying to recover, struggling the entire time.

Dr. Cutler was right about some things, but wrong about others, such as how important diet was in healing the body and helping the body to do its miracle work. I believe it helps with everything, including heavy metal detox.

The raw diet is paramount to helping because although I made progress with fasting and coffee enemas, my breast lumps were still there and at one point were growing.  Yeah, I was scared.  My grandmother died from breast cancer, and I had a grandfather, my dad, two uncles die from cancer, and another uncle had cancer but he somehow managed to live despite chemo therapy and radiation. /just a little snarky

Should I make note that all of them were in the military?  I wonder about the connection and ALL of them having some form of cancer.  I can’t remember all the branches, but definitely in the Navy and Army/Air Force.

So, anyway, I’ve been mostly raw, with some cooked, for over a year now, and one breast lump is nearly gone, and while the other has shrunk, it hasn’t gone down as much as the other, which worries me a little.

So I wanted to share something else that has helped tremedously — breakfast of avocado and grapefruit.

When I was growing up in the 60s and 70s, we had half a grapefruit for breakfast every morning.  Every morning.  Then with the advent of unhealthy breakfast cereals, the grapefruit kind of fell out of favor.

The raw food diet presented challenges for me being on food stamps.  I had to come up with a plan that fit the budget.  Grapefruits fit that.  And when I thought about how I used grapefruit juice for my liver flushes, along with a healthy oil such as walnut oil…I wondered about avocado oil.  Well, heck, why waste an entire avocado just for the oil?  Bingo!  Combining the whole grapefruit with the whole avocado produces….drum roll please…the same effect (almost) of a liver flush!!

Its even better if I eat just the grapefruit and avocado for one meal that day, and then do a 24 hour fast.  My skin was actually glowing when I got back to Indiana because of the limited funds, I ate only the grapefruit/avocado/raw apple/something else/ for my day’s meals.  Someone actually commented on how good my skin looked.  Well, it helped that it was 90 degrees out and I had been in the sun a bit.  Haha. 🙂

But yeah, not only does that combination help the liver, but also benefits the skin in two ways:  from the inside out, and I also use a teaspoon size bit of avocado on my face.  Helps with sloughing off dead skin cells.  I kid you not.

And then I’ll notice a lot more gall stones after the enemas with this combo.

More helps for gall bladder:  I make a tea of coriander seeds by boiling them for about five minutes, then let it steep for an hour or so.  Recipe:  1 Tablespoon coriander to a quart of water. You may want to use less according to your own instincts of what your body is telling you.  Use them.

Another help on the health journey is going back to yoga.

I was doing it for years while still in my house.  I had a bright, large living room that I could comfortably do yoga poses.  I could look out the sliding glass doors at the trees, birds, bunnies, while doing the exercises, making it even more enjoyable.  But I kind of lost that joy when I lost the house and even though I tried, I could never really get back in the groove.

So the yoga tape along with the VCR that ran it, were both taken when I had my stuff stolen from the storage place…after losing my house (thank you, creeps, for taking what little I had left).

I looked for yoga sessions on u tube, but all I could find were sessions with a guru in a speedo (no thanks, don’t want to see your junk); or as someone aptly put it, a sex kitten not really into exercising, but showing off to get clicks.

I found this guy who is spiritually connected and present and is fully clothed.  Thank YOU.

I’ve discovered yet another aspect of the heavy metal detox and battling Lyme is the lymph glands.  I knew that they were very important, but the things advocated by the mercury poisoning group, skin brushing, just made me feel like my skin was crawling.  And it had some other unpleasant side effects.  I tried another yoga exercise, but the gal was young and went through the routine very quickly which caused issues for me after only a few sessions.

The yoga guy above, Sudheep, has an invigorating but fairly gentle routine.  For this 57 year old grandma, it works very well.  The back strengthening and digestion aspects were just what I needed.

So, there you have it.  More progress.  Thanks be to the Creator. 🙂

I’ve added a video below in the post on Life Insurance Medical Experimentation Evil.  It shows the entrapment of empaths by narcissists.

**Edited to add video below on the Top 10 Media staged scripted events.  VERY IMPORTANT for those still clinging to the idea that they are telling the truth in the news.

Website here shows a very good analysis of how the BBC, along with our media, is creating realistic scenes showing fake victims of attack.  I hope you watch to the end, because the most compelling video of a staged scene is near the end.  It clearly shows a car being put in place, a bomb going off, and then the victims run in and take their places on the ground, looking like they had been blown up by the bomb!!

And I agree with the statement at the end that it’s good that bloggers like this guy and myself are putting the information out there — but EVERYONE should be questioning what we are being told and by WHOM.  And you should be questioning who is funding this:  who will gain if another war is started?  The Rothschilds, Rockefellers, defense contractors, and the rest of the war profiteers.  Remember, folks, they finance both sides of wars.  It’s all about money and control.

I have read that Syria and Iran are the last hold-outs who would not allow the Rothschilds access to their financial system, and that is the reason behind the scenes.  My fear that if we go to war in Syria, it will be WWIII, and that will be the end, my friends.  Perhaps that is why I was shown the Earth opening up with fire coming up?  I don’t know.

**Top 10 Staged Media events:

Okay, not true, but boy, I wish that were the headline instead of “suspicious package sent…” to the Clintons, Obamas, and Soros.I’m calling a psy-op to portray them as victims.  Propaganda once again by CNN.

If these devices were truly bombs, they would have done their damage.    And why are taxpayers paying for guards for the wealthy child molesters??

And I notice that Amy Schumer is suddenly a darling of the media again.  I think that is an attempt to divert attention from Chuck Schumer’s behavior during the Waco investigation.

I hope that anyone near the Clintons, Soros, Schumers (Chuck or Amy), Kavanaugh, and Trump will start yelling “Waco, Waco, Waco”  or “Vince Foster, Vince Foster, Vince Foster” anytime they are in public.  Being aware of these satanists and taking back our country from the illuminati requires that we assert our voices.  A democracy requires that 3/4 of us must agree to something in order for it to be the rule of the land.  Do you agree with what is happening in our country now?

The Supreme court has ruled that we are not entitled to our rights unless we assert them.

**edited below.  Egg on my face for not mentioning how women were manipulated in a big way…and how drugs have been used for CENTURIES to interfere with one’s connection to each other and to the Creator. ***ANOTHER EDIT DOWN BELOW.

The other day, when I was looking at gangstalking victims and the prayer, someone suggested the movie “Fallen” with Denzel Washington (I’ve since seen photos of him giving the hand signal 3-6, so I am apprehensive even though I’ve loved a lot of his movies).

So I went looking for the movie, and was misdirected to another movie called “Fallen” with young actors.  It was clearly aimed at the youth in this country.

Okay, so what I’m going to say is my opinion on spirituality, and you may see things differently, and that’s okay.  Whenever I talk about this stuff, it is from the heart and my truth.

So the movie starts out talking about how angels fell from Heaven because they disagreed with God and they wanted love.  And that lucifer/satan/whatever name you want to give it, was ruler over Earth.

Say whaaat?

Then a young girl rides with her parents to a school with Swords and something else in the title.  It looks to be a reform school of some sort.  The girl is taken to her room by another school mate who asks why she is there and the young girl makes the finger circle on the side of her head to mean she is crazy.

At that point, I realize this is not the same Fallen movie with Denzel in it, and it was creeping me out, so I clicked off.  I tried to go back just now to see what exactly was said in those first few moments of the film, but now the clip I watched is gone.

Okay, so from that clip and other things I have been reading on the ‘net while looking up spirituality, it would appear that satan has deluded the youth with disinfo.

satan is NOT the ruler of Earth. NO. NO.NO.

It’s hard for the youth to see this, but people were not always like what you are experiencing right now.  People were kind, compassionate, generous, spiritual, and honest.  That right there is enough proof that satan does not rule Earth…or things would have been bad all along instead of just in the last 30 years.

I saw the beauty of the 60s before the drugs and promiscuity became so prevalent.  I saw the beginnings of brotherhood.  People started to open their minds.  ***edited to add:  satan has used sex as a sedgeway to one’s soul.  Another lie of the movie DaVinci Code is where Tom Hanks’ character, a professor who gives an air of authority, asserts that some cults use sex as a way to connect with God.  Of course, you’re misled to believe Hanks is talking about the Creator, but the followers of satan believe he is God.  No.No.No.  So I was shown in a dream that this sex ritual is actually to connect with satan and not only connect with it, but allow satan to use (enter)  the man’s body to have sex with the woman!  Hollywood promoting satanism and the youth have no clue!

1963. Kennedy was murdered by the CIA.  End of Camelot.

60s:  Women’s Movement, which I now realize was yet another construct, like Franklin Roosevelt’s New Deal, to quell a strong movement against controlling women and treating women as beneath men.  It started with good intentions, but infiltrators took over and I now recognize them steering women away from their natural inclination to nurture. It also legalized abortion, which I believe now to be a tool of satan.

It put down women who wanted to stay home with their children instead of pursuing a career outside the home.  There were good reasons for this — because women in abusive situations needed to leave but had no money to do so.  They preyed upon this and women grasped at that line of crap.  Women are abused as ever and from my own experience, it is as bad as then, but more hidden.

Women were given the right to vote in 1920…but did you know that in Native American tribes, women were ALWAYS given the right to vote on their leaders?  The Constitution was taken from the Haudenausanee (Iroquois Six Nations) and a strange thing happened on the way to writing the Constitution…Ben Franklin, Thomas Jefferson, et al, forgot to give women the right to vote…Hmmm….must have been too busy molesting and killing children (Franklin) or raping slaves (Jefferson).

And the Native women elders, the clan mothers, could remove a leader if they felt he was a bad leader. The women were strong, but nurturing…this is something I had never experienced before going to Standing Rock.  I saw strong women for the first time that did not give up the sacred feminine in order to make a stand.  It was AWESOME!!

I believe this strong connection to one another and the Creator makes the traditional Native population, and especially the women, targets of the satanists.  satan hates the sacred feminine and the fact that women have the ability to give life.  that is why satan demands children and babies be sacrificed.

1968. Martin Luther King, Jr., murdered.  End of a powerful, spiritually driven leader.  And when I recently looked at his hotel room door, chills went down my spine:

Room 306.  Three sixes, get it?

And Jesse Jackson is NOT this great guy.  The video below talks about his horrid actions after MLK was murdered.  Jackson put his hands in the blood and wiped it on his shirt!  And he had the nerve to show up at Standing Rock, trying to pretend he gives a rat’s behind about the right to clean water.  He was NOWHERE  to be seen — not in camp, certainly not at the protest sites, but always around to get his picture taken. He is not a warrior, but an attention seeking opportunist.

This video goes in detail about  Jackson (mentions the shirt about 38:00 minutes in), but also gives a more detailed discussion of the entire plan to murder MLK.  They make the assertion that MLK was still alive when he was admitted to the hospital and that the satanists had a doctor there at the hospital who was in place to finish the job in case MLK survived the shot.  And he allegedly murdered MLK there at the hospital.

60s. Alfred Kinsey.  I think this horrible man did more damage than is even acknowledged.  Since satanists love abuse as a way to damage one’s soul and therefore make it easier to weaken one’s connection to the Creator, Kinsey damaged so many children by his warped views.  And all he had to do was claim authority with “M.D.” after his name and claim that this abuse was “research” for people to go along with it.

1970.  Kent State and Jackson State murders of students exercising their right to free speech.  Shot by National Guard.

1975.  The 2nd oil embargo by OPEC.  Now I can’t put my finger on it, but this was the year that everything seem to change.  Builders were using cheaper materials to construct buildings and homes.  Cars were suddenly ugly as sin because Detroit couldn’t seem to figure out how to make a gas-saving car that was attractive, too.  Funny, Renault designed  a car that was cute and also got 50 mpg in the city!  Drugs and promiscuity were suddenly “cool”…where before in the 60s, they were seen as immoral–Kinsey and Timothy Leary were responsible for a large part of this.

And I see the same sh*t today with marijuana now being pushed on the youth and those suffering in pain.  It’s being touted as some wonder drug and I can’t tell you how many people talk about using it as a medicine.  What the pushers don’t tell them is that it is laced with heavy metals and other toxins that will end up making your liver clogged and therefore you will be in much more pain with liver toxicity that can lead to anger and cognitive issues.

When David Crosby was asked what happened to the love of the 60s, what brought it down, he replied “cocaine”.  See, the youth of the 60s were pretty religious and They manipulated them by telling them that drugs would bring them closer to God.  Seriously.  And the youth was naive enough that they believed it.

**edited to add:  I forgot to say that drugs have been used through the CENTURIES to interfere with one’s connection to each other and to the Creator.  China had a rich spiritual culture, very much like the traditional Native Americans, when opium was introduced…wait for it…by the British.  The article doesn’t go far enough, however, as courtesans were used to encourage the opium addiction.

And now we have an opiod addiction problem here…Big Pharma mafia, anyone?  I believe this is one of the reasons that coffee enemas were removed from the Merck Manual — they helped with pain, which opium does, and they also detox your liver which would also help with addictions.  I have read that over and over again by people who were addicted to pharmaceuticals and other drugs, sugar, chocolate, bread, and other foods that are not healthy, that coffee enemas and raw food helped them detox and gain their freedom from these bad things.

They pitted parents against children with the youth being for peace, against the Vietnam war, and their WWII parents were pro-war.  But the parents weren’t pro-war as much as they were against Communism.  They were told a pack of lies that the Vietnamese were Communists.  According to MLK, they were Buddhists, but after the war, they turned to Communism!!  The youth were drafted — not going to war was not an option, and they would be arrested if they did not show up after being drafted.  As I have posted about the Kent State protests, Alan Canfora was protesting the war because there was no justification for it and his best friend was killed…for nothing.

Okay, so how does this figure in with disinfo of satan?

I  just see the same playbook of lies that satan used on the Boomers being used, times ten, on the youth.

The Earth is God’s creation for all of us to enjoy.  It was our Gift.  With it, God gave us something called Free Will.  That means that God would take a “hands off” approach and allow us to choose good or evil.  We would have to ask for intervention by God’s Helpers if we were in trouble — like the prayer I use  asking to understand what I don’t understand now, knowing what I need to know, and getting what I need even if I don’t know that I need it.  (The grandmothers at Standing Rock helped with the last part — many thanks to them.)

So for those who believe satan’s lies that he is lord over the Earth…

…why would he chop down the Tree of Life?

…why would satan be behind those that are destroying the Earth to the point where she cannot recover and cannot sustain LIFE?  Why would satanists rejoice if I could not buy a horse so that I did not add more to the Earth’s burden?

…there is nothing but love in Heaven, as I stated in my last post…so why would these so-called fallen angels leave Heaven for…love?  A whopping lie right there.