Elizabeth Catlin, a nurse midwife, who successfully helped 500 babies come into the world, was taken away in handcuffs because she did not have a license….

And the ones that called police?  A hospital that likely sees her as a threat to their profits.

This story is sooo old!!  This is exactly what has happened for centuries.  Men don’t have any business being gynecologists nor helping a woman give birth.

If I had to do over again, I would have every one of my three kids at home, with a midwife.  I was terrified by all the lies I was told when young, so home birth seemed as if I was being negligent and backward if I wanted a home birth.

I also would not circumsize my son and would breastfeed all of my kids at least for six months after birth….but I digress…

**(I started to say that the authorities could send nurses to be with Catlin during births to know she was qualified, but rethinking it…women can decide for themselves.  As it is stated in the article, it was word of mouth of Catlin’s abilities that the women came to her to ask for help.   Women need to take back their power and decide what is best for them and their babies, not someone else.)

Let me ask this…how many babies have died at that hospital?  Or hospitals in general?  How about babies being exposed to all sorts of diseases being born in a place for sick people?

**UPDATED:  Here is one of the major reasons I would not have my children in a hospital — I was given the horrendous drug Pitocin to speed up a delivery that was progressing normally by a male obstetrician that apparently wanted to be elsewhere.  I began having horribly painful contractions so much so that I was SCREAMING for the last 30 minutes before I gave birth.  I was also pushing waaay too soon before I was fully dilated.  I was literally out of my mind from the pain so much so that when the nurse was next to me telling me to quit pushing I was in such a state of mind that I kept saying “push,push,push” repeatedly.  I think they call that catatonic.  Good for this woman for standing up against that nurse and that hospital!! I wish I had been more assertive and done the same.  There is no reason that I should have been put on Pitocin and it surely should have been stopped once it was clear that it was having an adverse affect on me and my baby!!

**edited to add:  And I was just reminded of another stupid practice by my male physicians:  “let your baby cry itself to sleep”  I feel so guilty for doing this because I wanted to hold them, but was advised, wrongfully, that I would spoil them!  Now looking back, I cannot fathom that kind of thinking.  So if your physician tells you this nonsense, ignore it and listen to your own instincts.  Babies need to know that they are loved and secure.  And stop trusting in doctors who don’t have yours or your baby’s interests at heart.  (end update)

Finally, a take on a beautiful and very powerful experience for a young mother at Standing Rock who gave birth by herself  This is how birthing a baby should be!  And as she says, ALL WOMEN SHOULD HAVE THIS INFORMATION!

It’s interesting how she states women “carry the gateway into the world through our bodies…”  what a profound statement!

Bless we women for that awesome responsibility and GIFT of giving birth!

So listening to the nooz, your attention is drawn to him dressed in blackface in college…which is bad enough, but the story ends where there is a much bigger picture of a deeply disturbed mind.

Northam said that he agrees with what amounts to infanticide…that is, killing a baby after it is born!

I had read of the eugenicists pushing this immoral idea a few years ago.  Incredibly, some wanted to make it okay to kill a child up until five years of age!

Now that I have come to realize how bold the satanists are now…my feeling is that this is for them to make human sacrifice without being arrested.

God help us if this comes into law.

**update:  God please help us.  The satanists are allowing live births just to kill these babies…which satan requires of these evil beings.

(personal blog, so if this is not your thing…)

Because of the lawyers, I am forced to say that I am not a doctor, do your own research, listen to your body, and make your own decisions.

Hey all,

I’ve just completed a 7 day water only fast.  I was going for the healing 21 day fast, which is supposed to be the length of time to completely clear one’s body of heavy metals, vaccines, pharmaceuticals, and Lyme.  Yes, Lyme.  Really, it applies to  ANY autoimmune disease because if your body is toxic, it’s using what available energy you have just.to.survive.  Your body will try very hard to heal itself during deep, restful sleep, but if you are not getting that, it makes it very difficult.

Boy, I still am awestruck by the Creator and how wonderfully our bodies were designed to self-heal, IF we quit eating and allow it to use what energy is available to rid itself of the toxins.  Your body is sooo intelligent that it KNOWS where the toxins and the areas needing healed are.

I read from other testimonials that people experienced pain in areas where they had previous injuries.  A broken leg or arm, a severe cut that left a scar…and on.  This means that the body is now healing something that had not been healed when these occurred.

I experienced the same phenomenon:  pain behind my right eye that was injured from me pressing on it when my migraine pain was so overwhelming that I pressed on my eye to get relief; pain in my big toe; pain in a surgical scar area; pain in my left breast where one small pea size lump remains; pain in my teeth and jawbone where I had a root canal and another tooth where I had a deep filling…and on.

So I’ve done fasting for just over 3 years now — but could hardly stand to go past 48 hours.  However, I noticed they were becoming much easier, and I wanted to try the deep cleansing fast of 21 days to get rid of the heavy metals, polio vaccine, and all the horrible bacteria, fungi, etc., associated with Lyme.

Although disappointed that I didn’t get there, I listen to my body and know that I made the right decision to stop at 7 days.  It was a great cleansing and showed me that I still am quite toxic.

Days 1, 2, 3 are the toughest as far as hunger.  But if I started to think about food, I just redirected myself to something else I like.

Day 4 — root canal area ached all night.  They are notorious for having a build-up of bacteria in them.  Weston Price, a dentist, killed his son by giving him a root canal, which had bacteria fester under the gum.

The infection went to his brain and killed him.

This is why Price began going to the jungles to see how the native folk cared for their teeth.  He discovered that they had perfect teeth — without fluoride nor dentists!

Incidentally, I found this video on something the dentists never get around to telling you:

I’ve read in other places about iodine.  But I haven’t tried this myself, so I can’t vouch for it.  But this guy is at least aware of fluoride being a toxin.  It’s actually a byproduct of weapons manufacturing.  So the corrupt politicians thought it would be a great idea to have us brush our teeth with it.  Meh.

Day 5 I struggled this day with hunger.  But I kept visualizing a body full of cancer and it kept me going.  Both of these days, I was having a lot of kidney pain and upper leg pain.  These are common with fasting…so I wonder if the body stores toxins in the thigh muscles?  The kidney pain I expected because the kidneys are a major organ that filters the toxins, but the thigh pain was really bad and I wasn’t expecting that.

If you’re thinking about this, I would recommend to go slow — I fast for only 24 hours once per week, for 3 years to get to the point where I was detoxed enough that I could withstand a longer fast.

Also, they don’t tell you, but you need to replenish minerals while fasting.  Drinking an electrolyte drink will help.  Listen to your body.

Even with a 24 hour fast, wonderful results can be had — I recently expelled five 1-inch black gallstones!

This scientific paper says that black gallstones contain heavy metals.

Notice that this is a government published paper.  I disagree STRONGLY with their conclusion that gallstones are the cause of cancer.  Rather, I believe that the body traps the toxins in the gallstones to keep them from doing anymore damage.

But if your liver or gallbladder is unable to expel them, they will just sit there until they have a chance to be expelled.  It does not escape my notice that my black gallstones were expelled during a short fast.  Isn’t the body wonderful?  🙂

Carcinogenesis.

God Bless You for helping these abandoned folks!

Not only did she rent the hotel rooms for them, but fed them as well.  Good soul.

It hasn’t escaped my notice that this was CBS, the same station that was trying to skew the story against the Native American drummer, Nathan Phillips, who was trying to pray while being threatened by a near riot.

I’ve updated my post on How Are You Feeling?  I thought of something important that I do to get at least some relief if not getting rid of it all together.

So apparently the government shutdown is temporarily over….

How are you feeling today?

What about the last couple of weeks when the gov’t was shutdown?

I suddenly started having dreams again.  My dream state has been disrupted so much that I am startled when I have a dream.  This is part of the MKUltra program to disrupt brain waves so that one cannot get restful sleep.  I had slept decently but still felt tired upon awakening.  It’s a weird state where you’re asleep but not a deep, restful, healing sleep….so your brain and your body can heal itself.

I also noticed the past couple of weeks that I wasn’t heating up like a freaking microwave all throughout the day and night.

This can’t be coincidence that I would suddenly feel better when the gov’t is on shutdown.

If you recall, when I left Indiana and went to the campground at the Tower in Wyoming, I suddenly felt better.  I slept better and felt like myself.  Well…for a few days, and then the heating up and disrupted deep sleep started again (along with the gangstalking increase).

This happened several times as I moved about from location to location.  It seemed to take them a few days to coordinate the electrical energy beam.  I think this gives credibility to my claim.  Why would I suddenly feel better after moving to another location?  And why would I start to feel the same exact symptoms after a few days??

Another thing I have noticed is that there are certain locations in the house where they direct the higher energy.  I ALWAYS get heated up (I refuse to call them hot flashes anymore) in front of the kitchen window, in front of the stove, in front of the bathroom sink, in front of the computer, and other spots that I regularly am there.  I mean EVERY time I am in front of the bathroom sink I get heated up.  Every. time.  There is no way on God’s green earth that someone is going to convince me that a hot flash is going to be that regular.

So…since the gov’t shut down, guess what has NOT been happening since then?

Yep.  No heating up in those places.  But now that they are back at work?  Started having them again today.

So how about you?  Anyone else experiencing the same absence of symptoms during shutdown and now having issues again?  God Bless you if you are.

And just to be clear — I am not saying every person in the gov’t is doing this — just the nazis/satanists/illuminati/israelis whom have infiltrated our gov’t.  I still believe there are good people in gov’t…but very few.

**edited to add:  I thought of something else to add that I thought was important.  It’s good to talk about this, but better to tell what works for me in getting some relief —

I have noticed that they apparently can’t go through bone.  I say this because when I am laying on the floor in the bathroom doing my coffee enemas, they regularly hit me because, once again, I’m in the same spot.  However, if I put my arm over my head, the heating up stops.

Also, if I move.  For instance, if I am in front of the kitchen sink, and move back a few paces, suddenly the heating up stops.  Again, no one on God’s green earth can tell me that a hot flash is suddenly going to stop when I change position or put my arm (bone) in  front of my head.

God bless all of us who are going through this.  Just keep in mind that God will have the final say.

This just makes me cry.  WTH?  Seriously, what is WRONG with you?  What threat does this older gentleman pose to you…does his drumming for connection to God threaten you?

Perhaps you should ask yourself why you feel threatened by someone connecting with God??

You are allowing satan to guide your thinking…or as the Native legend, coyote is guiding your thinking.  Coyote = bad ways.

I pray you ask God for guidance, for information you need to see who is evil and who is not.

God Bless the elder who bravely continued during a near riot.

**UPDATE 1.21.19–

I found it hard to get to sleep last night thinking about this.  It made me angry on so many spiritual levels — wanting justice, wanting to be able to pray to the Creator as we choose, wanting truth, wanting peace.

I thought about what has been happening to me as I grew spiritually and began to go my own path and the backlash I have experienced:

Nails in my tires by the woman next door to me in Spearfish, S.D., because she didn’t like the buffalo in my car, my composting, and when I got tired of her looking in my apartment and car windows, asking her to stop parking in my spot.

This woman harassed me every single day with making banging noises throughout the night until I finally left an apartment that I had every right to live in.  And even though she admitted she put the nails in front of my tires, all charges were dropped.

And when I left, she and, I believe her friend the landlord’s secretary, went in and trashed my apartment so that I would not get a good recommendation for another place to live!

This in addition to what I witnessed at Standing Rock.  The media was highly slanted the story to make it appear that we were violent.  It was stressed over and over again by the camp elders that anyone caught with weapons, booze, or drugs would be asked to leave.  We were a prayer camp– violence was not condoned– the elders even got after the ones playing loud music in the middle of the night.

There are some who say that healing took place there…an aside to the battle for clean water and for sacred spaces.  It was beautiful.  More on Standing Rock and what I have learned in recent days below.

So I looked at a couple more media sites regarding this report, and here’s what I found–

CBSN, on youtube, immediately jumped to the defense of the Catholic man smirking in the face of the drumming elder.  It did not show the students making the tomahawk arm bend nor any of the other mocking gestures as the elder drummed.  The elder, Nathan Phillips, was interviewed by CBS, and typical of the Native folk, he did not want to go against the reporter.  He did, however, say that he tried to move to the right, and the student, Nick Sandmann, moved in front of him.  Phillips then moved to the left, and Sandmann moved in front of him.  He would not let him move away from them.  He was surrounded.

I’m not going to put the interview here, but you can find it on youtube for your own viewing and conclusions.

The reporter starts off by saying that “we have more info to provide more context….”

What he means is “we’re going to edit the story so that your thinking is directed another way…because you might see the truth with your own eyes and we want to make sure that you don’t trust your own judgment…”

The reporter emphasizes that Phillips, the elder, inserted himself in between the white Catholics and the Black Israelites.  He was trying to pray to diffuse the situation!!  But the reporter was insinuating that he was trying to start trouble!

Next, Phillips tells the reporter that Sandmann left and came back with twice as many students.

Again, I am in awe of Phillips continuing to drum and pray through this.  He just wanted to be left alone to pray in his own way.

The media is not able to distort the story this time because it is right there in front of our faces.

The second media report was from Washington Post.  It was a good report that at least tried to appear to be journalism, that is, reporting all sides of an issue and letting people make up their own minds.

It starts off by allowing Native Nathan Phillips make a statement as to what happened — the Black Israelites were crowding them in their allotted *free speech* space.  But he said nothing to them.  He makes a profound statement that they said they were the chosen ones by God and they reminded Phillips of the Westboro Baptist Church — you know, those pretend Christians who protest funerals for gay people. Two sides of a coin one might say.

The report goes on with Phillips continuing to drum while Sandmann blocks his moves to exit.  He clearly has a smirk on his face as his classmates goaded him on.  He was not smiling to diffuse the situation as he claims.

Sandmann and his family are now claiming to receive death threats.  Really?  In the era of cell phones with numbers clearly visible, how about showing some proof of those threats?  I’m just not buying it.  Playing the victim is a mark of the narcissist personality when they have been called on their behavior.

I found this powerful video featuring Nate Phillips — a Vietnam veteran with a history of the Catholic school brutality so facing a Catholic boy was probably even more traumatic.

ON STANDING ROCK —

So I had read about the mercenary group, TigerSwan, being hired by the oil company.  I read about it on the supposedly truth-telling media site The Intercept. But the Intercept forgot to mention something important…more on that below.   And they did reveal letters and such by TigerSwan where we water protectors were portrayed as terrorists (!).  I still can’t get over that — how is prayer considered a terrorist act??

Anyway, TigerSwan had infiltrated the water protectors.  One such group in camp, the Red Warrior Camp, was edgy and the elders had asked them to leave at one time, then allowed them to come back with clear perimeters of what was expected.  There would be no violence.  Period.

So it appears that one of the infiltrators, Joel McCullough, was busy supplying pot, booze, hotel rooms, money for bills, and so on, to gain protectors’ trust and lower their defenses.

As stated in the article,

By that December at Standing Rock, “Literally everyone was suspicious of everyone,” Mendoza said. “It was infuriating and debilitating for the movement — it really was. I hate to admit that, because it’s almost an admission of defeat that their tactics are so good that it worked, but no one trusted anyone — family members, people that grew up together, people that had been together since day one.”

I was standing in the food line, just behind Ryan Red Hawk, who looked all cool and pretended to be one of the protectors, but he was in fact an operative.

He is in the video below with his face covered:

This whole thing was a psy-op.  All constructed.

Red Hawk had stated that his best buddy was a black ops personnel.  I have a strong feeling this so-called pipeline security employee was his buddy…probably working for TigerSwan.

Red Hawk did a good job of appearing sympathetic and wanting the protectors to succeed, but it was revealed to me in a vision a few months afterwards that he was an operative.  In the vision, he was at a table with a military man in fatigues, with two men in black on either side of the military man.  Red Hawk was reading from a notebook to them. I imagine it was a report on myself and the other water protectors.  He had them all fooled.  I had another vision after posting about him that the Natives took care of him.  He was amused at the whole thing — like it was some big joke.

I also saw Red Hawk at the gathering of 400 people at Spearfish who objected to the land grab.

So the newest in the saga of Standing Rock was another discovery…

TigerSwan is based in….are you sitting down…Riyadh, Saudi Arabia.  Yep.  So much for American defense contractors.  When do we start calling this treason?  And who would poison their own water supply?  Nobody in their right minds would!

The Big Pharma mafia, that controls information being shared between people…which ironically was started by the Rockefellers, who….wait for it….began their fortune when John Rockefeller sold snake oil.  Yep.  You can’t make this stuff up, folks.

So…you can’t say that fasting cured diabetes…even though this gentleman had diabetes, could not take off the weight even though he was in the gym regularly AND did not eat excessively…but when he tried fasting, whoa!  His weight came off and…he no longer had diabetes.

…but the fasting didn’t cure the diabetes.  Bwahahahahaha.

Anyway, I liked this video because they talk about all the facets of fasting, the ups and downs, and the great outcome he had.  And gotta love the sense of humor about not being able to say that the fasting cured his diabetes.  But your nightly nooz person can make all kinds of statements regarding health...like you should get a vaccine…hmmm…something wrong with this picture.  Notice that there are huge numbers of commercials touting Big Pharma drugs that can actually harm you.  But I digress…

Here is the video:

You can see from the picture how badly his hormones have been thrown off with him having man boobs..see my second link above as to reasons why…weaken men by lowering their testosterone.

The only thing I would add would be of course to get off of gluten!  Now I am eight years out from divesting my diet of bread, wheat, corn, etc.  I can occasionally now eat it if there is nothing else to eat, like when I was in California and the kind people fed me burritos made of wheat flour.  I couldn’t necessarily tell them ” I can’t eat that” but eventually it came out, and even then they gave me food without gluten in it.  Such good, kindhearted people!

Anyway, I can attribute fasting, and the raw food diet, and coffee enemas with helping to get my gut almost healed.  I say almost because until I can get the toxins and heavy metals out, my gut will continue to have issues–with being sprayed by God-only-knows-what. And if your body is toxic, it makes it easier to mess with you, via directed microwave energy.  And a toxic body makes it harder for you to connect with the Creator and feel God’s presence.