This is a personal blog to the brother of the actor:

I have felt you also seeking help. Please follow the steps I told your brother. This is the mother of all self-help projects, and you have to do the work. God will meet you half way.

So I am sensing that it is more difficult for you to ask for help. I sense a shell around you, like any pain you have experienced in the past has hardened you. That is understandable. It just makes it a little harder for you to connect with God, because you have this wall of defense up. And you also have a LOT of negative energy attached to you.

All you need to do is ask for help. Get some sweetgrass and burn it before you open yourself up to prayer. When you go to the mountain, and you pray– stand in the water, bless the water, raise your arms upwards towards the sky, and ask God to help you.

God Bless. I hope and pray that you will be able to connect. It will blow you away, how powerful and beautiful and wonderful God’s Healing Energy is.

Sometimes God’s Helpers send you a little reminder if you forget that something is bad for you.

I wrote about my left arm going numb a month ago, thinking I was having a stroke. I had a migraine that lasted four days prior, along with severe neck pain. I could literally feel a swelling on the back of my neck, so I asked for a neck MRI. It showed spinal stenosis, which is a fancy term of bone deterioration. The bones are deteriorating and pressing on the nerve, causing my arm to go numb and causing pain.

Along with this, I was diagnosed with a bladder infection. Doctor prescribed a fluoroquinalone. My instincts were kicking in, so I looked up the drug online. It was the same drug that my mercury poisoning group members had warned about–Cipro. One of the side effects is…wait for it…numbness down the arms and legs with permanent paralysis as a possibility. I called the nurse and she said it was only a 1% chance of paralysis.

I said even if it is only 1%, it is permanent and I am already suffering from numbness. Not gonna take any risk.

In addition to this, the doctor referred me to a physical therapist to help with the neck pain and numbness.

A young man, he asked me questions for an hour, including asking about my relationship with my kids and whether I missed Indiana. Totally none of his business and nothing to do with helping alleviate the condition. These are questions that gangstalkers ALWAYS ask me. Red flag right there.

He also brought up the appt. I had made with a gyno. Another red flag right there. So after asking endless questions, he puts electrodes on my neck, which did nothing. I felt him get sexually excited as I lay on my back. I was sooo done with this so-called professional.

But it gets worse, as they called my insurance and were told ins would only pay $50 for the visit

They knew this before the visit, and did not tell me I was responsible for $75. This is UNETHICAL. Doctors are obligated to tell you the upfront costs of treatment and allow you to opt out. They knew ins would not pay DAYS beforehand and could have called. They didn’t.

I am sooo. done with the medical profession.

Here us a video on fluoroquinalones that shows this is an epidemic, not 1% of people suffering after taking this poison.

To the actor–more insights for you–

I saw the evil photographer with the evil woman that encourages spirit cooking in Hollywood. Evil person. So that tells me that they are in cahoots together to control your soul.

You are moving in the right direction. Keep going. Ask for help from God and the Helping Healing Spirits to guide you when you are afraid or confused.

Blessings.

Edited to addressed:

Are you Rh negative? I was struck by how much you resembled Jesus with your long hair. It was a striking resemblance.

All Rh negative people are of the sacred bloodline. If you are AB- then you are even more of a target. This is a very rare blood type originating in the same region of France where Mary Magdalene fled to after Jesus’ murder. It is on the Shroud of Turin, Jesus’ burial garment.

So for that role, you took hormones to transform you to a woman. Do you realize how serious that is for your body, your psyche? Hormones are treated like there are no consequences for messing with them.

In my case, the drug Synarel shuts down the pituitary to throw a woman’s body in to menopause. This caused a stroke and mild heart attack for me in 1991, at 30 years of age. These drugs are harmful, not helpful. It was two years before pharma admitted they caused heart arrhythmias and stroke. They knew before the drug even hit the market that shutting down the pituitary shuts down more than just the reproductive system, as it regulates the thyroid, as well.

I am going in to this because this drug was essentially turning women in to men. The hypothesis is so ridiculous, as if turning women in to men would cure the endometriosis! Cutting out gluten and changing to a raw diet with fasting should have been the course of action, and let the body self heal. No doctor ever talked about any of that.

So think about that…why would they want to use such a powerful drug that essentially altered the very idea of who I am?

Because if they can turn people away from recognizing their inner self as God intended, then you are unable to know yourself. Knowing yourself is the basis of confidence. Confidence gives you the strength to push back when they are trying to control you and define who you are. This is critical for the evil ones to control your mind, and if they can control your mind, they can control your soul. Do you understand?

These drugs are very powerful. Think of MK Ultra. Michael Jackson, who was sexually and mentally abused. Look at pictures of him before he began changing his appearance. His skin color–the very essence of who he was–was bleached white. His nose. His voice became little -girl like. This has MK Ultra written all over. They did it right out in plain sight. To a famous rich person. And then when they were done using him, they killed him.

This is a postscript to yesterday’s blog to the actor–

Last night was intense as well as they were attacking me even for writing the blog. Someone knocked on the door at 5 a.m. this morning while still dark out; then I fell back to sleep and dreamed I was walking in a factory (not the one I work in), and opened a door, there was a man I did not know hanging from a rope. Some other weird stuff happened that I won’t get in to, but sufficient to say that if I am being attacked, then you are, too. And I suspect it was because I saw you praying and gave you a hug. I hope you felt it.

You have taken that first huge step. Stay with it. You have a LOT of negative energy attached to you and healing will happen, but it happens in baby steps. You will get setbacks. You will feel abandoned by God. But take heart, God knows you are trying and will not abandon you. Keep at it. Be aware of the subtle ways that God will communicate with you. Ask to know who is good and who is evil in your life. You will be shown. When you are shown something, take notice, and time will show you that it is truth.

And, if I were you, I would get out of Los Angeles if that is where you are staying. Your atmosphere is evil and not helpful when trying to heal. If there are mountains with trees nearby, go to them and spend a couple of weeks. It is best if there is a clear stream to drink from and bathe in. Bless the water. Bless every meal. Bless every breath. Be grateful. Apologize when you have erred, and move on. None of us is without sin, and all we have to do is recognize that and apologize. That simple.

Be blessed.

This is a personal blog to the actor with serious health issue that I tried to help…

So, in the session, what you felt was God the Creator’s healing energy. That did not come from me, but from God. All I am is a lightening rod, so to speak, aiming the energy in concentration to help you.

What happened to me afterwards was pretty intense as I was attacked all night long. Literally all night until I gave up on sleep and turned the light on to make them go away, along with praying all night.

That tells me you are struggling with a LOT of negative spirits attached to you.

What you are doing with the robed ones is not good at all. This is not connecting with God, the Creator. The healing energy you felt with my session is what you should feel when you connect with God. It is wonderful, beautiful, and very positive.

I hope you will get the information you need so you will know who us good and who is evil in your life. You have to meet God halfway and do the work.

I hope my session was healing and you will take the lifeline you have been offered.

And as a side note to your actor friend who also came forward when I had the session with you, I have this to say:

You are a sweet soul underneath the exterior persona you put forth, but I once tried with you to help. You have surrounded yourself with those feeding evil, especially the photographer that rapes young women and boys. He is pure evil.

I will not come near you for a session of healing, because I won’t put my own soul in danger.

You have to feed the good side, not evil, and every time you feed the darkness, you give it more energy, therefore more attaches to you. You will have to ask for help from God and the Helping and Healing spirits. This is the mother of all self-help projects. It takes more work to be good, but it is soooo worth it.

Be Blessed. I wish the best for you and hope you make the effort.

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This was a favorite hymn and I was always glad when we sang it in the Catholic church.

I always got a little weepy at “Is it I Lord?” part…perhaps my soul was aware of things to come…

Wisdom of the Native Elder:

Thank You,God, for this wonderful Gift.

I check into a motel once a week to get cleaned up because I don’t have a shower and get by with sponge baths the rest of the week.

While I was there a week prior, the FBI agent gets access to my room and steals my deodorant. Seriously?

Why my deodorant? So if I smell bad people won’t want to be around me? That is how childish these bullies are…

Not to mention the motel allowing access to my room…all he has to do is flash that badge and people just roll over and give them anything.

So you’re probably thinking why not go to another motel?

Well, I’ll give you three guesses…

The long term motel I used to be at refused to let me stay again, spewing a pack of lies as to why. This was the motel with the lying Hispanic maid.

Next motel, lady was an older boomer and we had a nice conversation about the goings on with covid and all. I stayed a week with no problems and the lady was so nice she brought me Thanksgiving dinner with a home cooked turkey! It seriously has been years since I have had cooked a turkey. I miss it so…

I went back there when I had enough money, but she said they were full. The sign said vacancy.

It is clear that the men in black had visited her…

So, yeah, my options to find an affordable motel here are dwindling.

The men in black are still following me wherever I go. Update 9.16.22-. I now realize that they are Israeli agents in our own government.

I had just bought a plant based laundry detergent that ain’t cheap, but I swore to my otter friend last summer that I would buy only plant based detergent after I was reminded what happens to the wildlife when the gangstalkers up the creek dumped a bunch of toxic junk that foamed up the creek where I and the otter and the baby fishies were.

So I had just bought that a week ago. Didn’t even get more than two loads out of it.

How did they get it?

Broke into my truck. Remember how my door locks kept going up and down when I was just thinking about going to the domestic violence shelter?

I think that is how they are getting in to my truck. Other stuff has come up missing, too. They are getting in somehow, even though I ALWAYS lock my doors.

I am just really sick of these disgusting pigs.

##edited to add:

Not sure if I should share this or not, but the stress of all this has caught up with me. I had a mini stroke last week. I was at work, and I could not lift my left arm up to my chest.

I had a stroke, and possible mild heart attack when I was 30 years old. It was a severe reaction to the drugs Synarel and Seldane. I was not taken seriously by my doctor or pharmacist or ex husband. I had the classic symptoms of numbness down my left arm, chest pain and feeling like an elephant was sitting on my chest. I could not speak for a few moments and began stuttering afterward, something I had not done before. My ex actually laughed at me as I tried to get words out.

I knew that not being able to raise an arm is a sign of stroke, so I left work immediately and got to the hospital. MRI showed no lasting damage, but it does not rule out TI A, a mini stroke. I had a migraine that lasted four days after we were sprayed with a thick blanket of clouds each of those days. So the doctor once again says that it was a result of the migraine and wants me to take drugs. Nope drugs are what gave me a stroke in the first place. And it does not explain what happened to me. I have had migraines every single freaking month since1995, and yet I have not had mini strokes, to my knowledge, each time. Something was terribly wrong when I can’t lift my arm up. They eventually diagnosed spinal stenosis.

And there was a huge X sprayed over my workplace the day of the mini stroke.

When I left the motel this morning, there was another huge X sprayed above me.

Coincidence?

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