They have been at this a looong time, folks…

Watching videos of long ago favorite songs like Day by Day, Prepare Ye. By My Side..

.I was shocked to see the subliminal messaging of the evil ones.

So Godspell was seen as a a way to reach people that they may have not been able to reach through and reading like the King James version of the Bible that are difficult to understand some of the passages so when Godspell came out, late sixties early seventies it was seen as a way of making Jesus more accessible so it was welcomed and it was celebrated as being more modern you know of course that was pushed the more modern thing is being the more desired thing so it was very popular among Christians

Even though I love the songs I still consider them inspirational even though I know you know now how this is being twisted it’s how I my intentions with the song needs to me my youth.

On day by day, they showed Jesus as a clown that’s kind of subliminal right there then he is painting a an upside-down star on a bus during this video and then a third thing that kind of raised red flag was at one point somebody plants a small tree in a pot and then another person comes along and puts an even bigger Tree in same pot and the subliminal message was it Jesus watered the plant and so therefore it just grew phenomenally in just a few moments in and then the girl looks all starry-eyed turns and starts towards Jesus and it was kind of like a mocking of his abilities to perform miracles and his followers.

And this may come as a shock to some, but Jesus wasn’t the only one who could heal others. There are credible Native American tales of people being brought back to life by their Holy Men and Women. So God granted others the ability to heal.

The video where are you going on the the main girl singing with the red hair she has one eye highlighted–very clearly a pagan symbol and Satan symbolism and then another actor has the lightning painted on his cheek also another sign associated with the evil one so they were clearly mocking Christians in Godspell.

And I don’t know that the cast knew what this meant or they were in on it. You know I don’t know only God knows that and it’s just another example of how the evil one love to mock Christians and love to mix the sacred with profane.

I am pretty sure this character is John the Baptist. And it is interesting that the lightening is painted on his cheek. And that he is not singing with the rest of them in Where Are You Going? In the book, The Expected One, the author makes the statements that there is a secret society worshiping John the Baptist. They carry around his skull, supposedly. I have often wondered if the Skulls from Yale University are also Baptist worshipers? They like to make the claim that John the Baptist was the real Messiah, and that Mary Magdalene was a whore/prostitute. So they clearly do not see that she was a profit and a sacred woman. She was the first person to see Jesus rise and she was there at his death when the other disciples ran away.

What is troubling is that John the Baptist is holding the hand of… is that Nike/Victory/Ishtar, the Goddess of War/Sex statue?? If it is, this is even more troubling for the blatant inyourface to God and the Good Hearts…

edited to add: so I found this fountain at NY Central Park, and it is called Bethesda Terrace. I f you look up the map, from the sky view, you can see of the design. And looking st the street view, the stairs on both sides certainly looks like going up temple steps…

Yep, I think this is Ishtar, Nike, or Victory, whatever name you give her.

So I finally got my paycheck which seemed like an eternity because of everything that could go wrong…Murphy’s law, you know…truck needs a new fuel pump and they had to take off a drive train and now no 4 wheel drive…

But looking at the good side, at least I am working and able to pay for repairs. But that alsomeans staying in the camper when I was hoping to be in an apt or motel room next week, but not gonna happen

So I had to get heat in here so I found a space heater at a used appliance store.

I was wearing a mask going in but the owner wasn’t so I took mine off. I seriously have issues with low blood oxygen and feeling woozy. I have to mentally tell myself to breathe deeply so I can get enough oxygen. This is ridiculous when 90% of the people recover and I am 60 yrs. old so I should be worried but I am not. Somehow our ancestors made it through all kinds of plagues and we are still here.

So I am without mask when a blonde , blue eyed Karen comes in the store pretending to ask whether the store carried large appliances, which clear the moment you walked in that it didn’t. She was a Nazi there to take note of us rebels who are not wearing

masks. I have seen the Nazis standing outside stores taking note of those not wearing masks. Outrageous.

So I am severely sleep deprived, and working an exhaustive job (temporary)…and trying to sleep without heat. It got to 15 above here last week and I thought I would freeze to death…but my daughter’s super warm sleeping bag kept me alive. ..but really I am ready to go, asking God to take because I have had enough. I am done.

I broke down and cried, begging God to show me what to do…

Since the Nazis can hear everything that goes on, it was a source of amusement for them. They had a party to celebrate it. Not kidding. They were thrilled that they broke me.

As a side note, please don’t think that whomever is elected will change things. Do not trust anyone in Washington…

I was thinking about the last post and how much I have been messed with since getting divorced…

I had under 30k afterwards to work with.

5k went towards care of the children because he only paid 20k in child support for 3 kids.

But before the mercury took over my health, I had tried to buy an apt house in a nearby town. It was affordable and small enough that I could handle it myself. Bank refused to loan the money, even

though I with my ex had a good credit rating and had a rental that was fixed up after purchase.

So then I tried to buy a laundry in another town. The owner called a school board member who was friends with the ex bil. The owner refused to sell to me after that. This bil is the same one who took out a life ins policy on me…setting me up to fail and then profiting off it…

So it’s not that I didn’t try to take of myself financially…both of these would have been great passive incomes so I could have taken care of myself and the kids.

And when things were going downhill because of the devastating mercury effects, these could have been income when I was without a job.

So then the question is … why was I denied a bank loan with a good credit rating for the apt bldg?

The laundry is a good example of the secret society at work…keep those who aren’t members from…buying or selling.

So it has already been happening.. only a soft slide towards it.

I am so sick of these people…literally, a parade going past me while I try to do job searches and stuff at the library.

Amd when I went to another town inhopes of getting a job, the gangs were there the first night coming one right after another. Some of these creeps had their children out at one a.m. while stalking me. You are the ones they should be looking in to.

They actually pit a bus in front of me when I was parked at a state park watching the sun come up over the mountains. Bus stopped, lights flashing,. I realized I was being set up so they could take a picture of this scene and Photoshop it in to make or look like I was a perv at a bus stop. It was a state park, not a bus stop.

Just ready to be done with these morally bankrupt evil people.

Other stuff–

A place on town used to offer free showers to the homeless. I went there to get a shower today and was turned away…. Because… Of covid19….

…see we can’t let you wash yourself because of illness…

We can’t have people getting clean when there is sickness…

Does anyone else find that insane??

Additionally, I was supposed to get help with propane to heat and cook with and warm water to sponge bathe but I never got it. I am out of propane until Tues,

And Idont get unemployment either.

And no covid bucks either although others at work did get it while they still worked.

I think it it part of the end time mark of the beast . if you join them or at least on the fence, you get relief money.

There is a good video on the srk of the covenant àppearing around this time when you will no longer be able to buy or sell without worshiping the evil one. Growing your own food will be critical.

I had forgotten about Cynthia making this video awhile back…

This was all still new to me and I just could not see my ex as that evil, even though, yes, he was abusive.

…but we went to church together. We were married in a Catholic church. Our babies were baptized. So you can see how utterly confusing this all is and how it creates a cognitive dissonance — a fancy schmancy term for messing with your head when you are presented with two opposing views.

So when I first saw this video of Cynthia’s, I just could not accept what she was saying…I thought I knew my ex very well when I married him, after dating for a solid year prior to marriage, but then again, we broke up a lot the first year — I broke up with him the first time (listen to your instincts, ladies) and then he broke up with me several times after that. I realize now that he was wearing me down. this is what they do…manipulative to the extreme.

But Cynthia has it down. She has clued in with what has been done to those of us who were not satanists being targeted and married to bring us to satanic worship. Cynthia also clues in on destroying any outside relationships, as my ex’s family did with my once close family. My brothers and sisters were loyal to one another before this evil.

She also has a line on them having children and using them. Bringing more souls to the evil one…

Okay, so this is my belief, and you are welcome to disagree…

I believe the 12 stones mentioned in Revelation 21 are hints of the protection qualities of them that the Creator gave us.

God knew all of this was going to happen and I don’t believe for a second that He would leave us without protection. I believe He put His Spirit in everything He created.

So here are the 12 stones:

1. Jasper (red stone)

2. Sapphire

3. Agate

4. Emerald

5. Onyx

6. Ruby

7. Chrysolite (greenish-yellow stone found in volcanic areas)

8. Beryl (Aquamarine, which is another form of Emerald, so this stone must have some really great qualities to be mentioned twice)

9. Topaz

10. Turquoise (The Native folks have long known of the protection and healing of turquoise.)

11. Jacinth (Zircon)

12. Amethyst

The Twelve Gates also had 12 pearls. When I first began to have visions and dreams, I kept seeing Pearls. I’m not sure if this is what those meant, but I do believe it was significant.

Almost every one of these stones I have and I do believe I was being Guided by God’s Helpers to get them for protection. I have noticed that they do protect and heal one. I just wanted to pass this along for those of you needing help with protection and healing. God Bless us all…especially those of us hurting right now.

Thinking of my own situation, I feel that there was a plan in place for decades. For one thing, there are just two many coincidences between my divorce and my parents.

A woman replaced the assistant my Dad had, they had an affair. End of marriage. My story was the same, with sex used as a weapon, raping me in the middle of the night without consent. Rape is a HUGE thing with these evil people.

So, it would seem that satanists deliberately married non-satanists to try to get more innocents to join via the satanist parent. Divorces helped weaken families, and I believe that was the plan, so that children could be taken away from the parent who was not one of the evil ones.

I am still wrestling with trying to make sense of it all. I have seen them use coercion and manipulation and deception to persuade those resistant to them. The young ones have no idea what they have gotten themselves in to.

Without going in to too much detail, I am dealing with someone I love and care deeply about being taken in by the evil one.

It hits too close to home and I am having a real hard time dealing with it. I am angry at God for allowing it to happen, angry at myself for not being able to prevent it, although I know that everyone has to follow their own path as the Creator granted us all free will to decide whether we are going to go towards evil or towards good. And the ones that accused me of evil are in fact the ones worshiping the evil one and drawing my family member into it.

I would never go towards the evil one, but this does shake my faith to the core.

I can’t make sense of it.

My whole life was a lie.