In my post on discovering my heritage of being a Sephardic Jew even though I am a Christian, I posted on the Sephardic Jews being the targets of the Holocaust. And that the AshkeNAZI jews had taken part in their murders.

I had a revelation yesterday about the rock group KISS, which was hot in the 70s when I was a teenager. A group of friends and I even dressed up as KISS for Halloween (I was not aware of this holiday celebrating satan at that time). We were impressionable teenagers and they were heavily promoted. The song ‘Beth” took the edge off of their “hard rock” image, and for me, at least, made them less objectionable. That is a common tactic of the evil ones — they draw you in with something that seems good (the song was about one of the band members’ missing his wife while playing at night), and what was hidden…behind the masks.

Again, with the masks…the band members hid behind heavy makeup concealing their true identities.

So, when the band had gone to Germany, the people there objected to the “SS” of their logo because it looked exactly like the Nazi logo for the SS:

Gene Simmons, who spewed blood, another clue to what they were about — said (paraphrasing: “I’m Jewish, so that is absurd.”)

Not so fast.

If he is Zionist, which I suspect he is by his degrading women, it gives more weight to what I am saying that the AshkeNazi jews were persecuting the Sephardic Jews.

It doesn’t make sense that a Jewish person would have the Nazi SS in the name of his band, would it??

Another reason for studying history is to get different viewpoints on history.

You have to keep in mind that history is written by the victors whom always portray themselves as the good guys while portraying the others as the bad guys.

We were taught very little about the French Revolution. They lied about Queen Marie Antoinette saying “let them eat cake”, but this was uttered by a courtesan many years before.

My own ancestors fled France and adopted the name “per or par Dieu”. It literally means “for God”, so I know they were the persecuted fleeing the satanists taking over France in the false revolution. I suspect that the true targets of the Revolution were the Sephardic Jews, just like with Spain and Germany — they were kicking them out or outright killing them.

I see many parallels of what is happening in the United States and the world.

1. Money is being concentrated into the hands of satanists. I can see over the decades of using financial upheavals like the Depression to destroy wealthy families who were not evil and funneling money towards stupid immoral people who will do the killing for the evil ones. They think God will absolve them of their sin, just like I said in the previous post of The Domino Principle with Gene Hackman.
2. The evil ones use the stupid wealthy to create a revolution or social upheaval to disrupt the good of society. Look at how hard they are trying to start a race war, financial war, spiritual war, and so on. Create an enemy and kill anyone who won’t participate in destroying them.
3. It has many reasons , but the one true reason is spirituality and honoring and connecting to the one true God. As in the video, it’s about forcing their evil religion upon everyone.
4. They have been using the same playbook since time began. It’s really obvious from the video. They infiltrate churches and other organizations that do good and destroy from within.
5. Freemasons have been behind every freaking war. For us, it was the American Revolution and the Civil War. And from where I sit, they are trying to start another Civil War.

Here’s the video:

Another good movie with Gene Hackman in it that was “telling” us what the secret societies were doing to people.

Spoiler alert!

Hackman is in prison and is approached by men in suits who won’t tell him who they are or who they work for.

They want Hackman to kill someone but he doesn’t want to, after knowing who it is. The unfortunate part of the film is not explaining more of who this is.

So throughout the film, anyone Hackman contacts ends up dead, like his lawyer.

When Hackman refused to kill the man, the suits kidnap his wife and threaten to kill her if he doesn’t comply.

So he goes ahead with it, but they kill his wife anyway. They also kill one of the suits who tells him part of the mystery of who is controlling things.

If you recall the post on the committee of 300, the film is pointing towards them and the creepy families trying to control everyone and everything through wars, financial upheavals, divorces, dumbing down schools, and so on.

A reminder of what these evil beings have done in my life—

The custody hearing in 2002, when my ex’s lawyer asked me how old I was when my parents divorced? Answer: 13.

How many years were you married? Answer: 13 years.

How old is your youngest child? Answer: 13

13 is a ritual number of sacrifice for the secret societies. The attorney chuckled because I still didn’t understand what he was saying. He was part of the secret society and they had orchestrated my parents divorce, my divorce, and were taking my children away from me.

My grandfather was a freemason, but my father was not. We didn’t join them, therefore they were going to destroy us

As it states in the film, they purposely destroy lives so the person will kill themselves. They actually think God is going to absolve them of their sin because they didn’t actually pull the trigger.

God is not stupid . I am beginning to believe the world was destroyed by flood because it was as bad as it is now. Too many people fooled by satan. I don’t believe only Noah was told of this, I think many more were saved. The Indians also have the legend of a great flood that wiped everything out. It couldn’t be one family repopulating the world. How would you explain black, Asian, Native folk, as well as white folk?

As you see with the film, they were manipulating Hackman all along by putting people around him to manipulate him. For decades. Tgese people are patient and methodical and arse holes as with Eddie Albert’s character.

Hackman did the job to save his wife, but they killed her anyway. So satan got him to do a bad thing by manipulation.

Without further delay, here is the link:

I just wanted to put this up regarding who I trust in Law enforcement in Indiana:

I trust Brad Rozzi and his brother in the Peru, Indiana State Police post. I believe his name is Ben, but not sure. I know the Rozzi family and they are good people.

I trust FBI director Chris Wray.

I DON’T trust Sgt Holman of Indiana state police.

i DON’T trust anyone in Carroll County, including law enforcement.

Carroll county is an evil place and the negative energy there is strong. I could barely stand it the two times that I walked around there trying to figure out what happened to the girls.

At one point, it literally felt like a killing field in one area. I can sense bodies under the earth, and I was picking up on many bodies in one area. Gave me chills.

It is disturbing why they changed the trial back to Carroll county. Change of venue means you have the trial in another area due to prejudice or other strong reasons.

Changing it to Allen county (Fort Wayne) meant a fairer trial, in my view, because of the oppressive nature of Carroll county.

They will have intimidation tactics with people in the courtroom, I’m sure of it.

We are in an undeclared war, folks. Put the armor of God on and pray continuously. Trust your instincts, even when your brain is telling you everything is okay, but your gut is telling you something is wrong, LISTEN to your gut!!

God Bless all Good Hearts and those that seek the truth!

I went to the hearing on Richard Allen and his defense team yesterday at the Allen County Courthouse in Fort Wayne, Indiana.

I wanted to see for myself because I knew that the media was not covering this as journalists should. Attorney Baldwin pretty much stated this when he got in their faces and told them to do actual journalism.

After what I saw and heard, I have to agree.

First, I’ll list who was there: Both Defense attorneys, Mr. Baldwin and Mr. Rozzi (pronounced Rose ee), Prosecutor McLeland, his assistant, a woman attorney (don’t know her name), ISP Superintendent Doug Carter, Sgt. Holman, Sheriff Tobe Leazenby, Mike and Becky Patty, Carrie Timmons (Liberty’s mother), the two individuals from Murder Sheet, and of course, Richard Allen, who was accompanied by the same LE in green that you see on the news reports. Big beefy guys. I’m not sure if they are Marshals, but I presume so.

As Richard Allen is escorted into the courtroom after a break, the big beefy black dude is towering over him. I’m thinking….is it really possible that Allen, who is short and not that muscular, could have overpowered the two girls? Libby was not a small girl and the reports are that she fought like hell, getting DNA under her fingernails.

It just doesn’t appear that Allen could have done this by himself. And personally, I don’t think he participated in it. I think he knew that the girls were being taken, but I don’t get the feeling that he knew what was going to happen to them.

So now the prosecution is trying to charge him with murder for knowing that the girls were kidnapped.

But the State has not filed charges against anyone else. It would stand to reason if the State has evidence that Allen knew they were being kidnapped, then they would know WHO kidnapped them and WHO did the ritual sacrifice. Because by this new filing, the State has pretty much said that Allen was an accessory, but not the actual killer. Just my take on it.

So, I will go over my notes from yesterday to explain what went on. Please know that acoustics in the courtroom are horrible. I had difficulty hearing names properly, so I beg forgiveness if I get names wrong.

When I arrived, for the 2:00 p.m. hearing, they were still going on the first hearing, to address the court’s contempt charge against the defense team for the leaks.

So I have just bits and pieces of that hearing:

1. Steve Wood, a witness, was testifying that he knew a person named Beaudette, going as fig.solves on youtube. fig.solves had access to a documentary by Hannah Shakespeare, a journalist from California, who really showed the shoddy work of Carroll County Law Enforcement. [She interviewed witnesses that bravely came forward with what they knew. She stood up to Tobe Leazenby by asking why his department did not interview Carrie Timmons, Liberty’s mother. If I recall correctly, Leazenby gave a lame answer that Carrie had a drug problem, etc., and she was estranged from Liberty, which was not true. Carrie had spoken to Liberty the very morning of that horrible day. An officer seeking the truth and doing a thorough job would have recognized Carrie might have valuable information related to who she was talking to online or her plans for the day, or any number of clues to help solve her case.] [This documentary is on youtube, but has been marked to private. Hopefully, they will take off the block so everyone can view it again.]
2. Attorney Baldwin was interviewing Steve Wood about the docs that were released to the public. He was not speaking very loudly, and I was in the back of the room, but a bit I got was: there were 2 versions of the leaked documents, a 2.0 and another version released in June.
3. Judge Frances Gull said attorney Baldwin was not showing evidence by the witness testimony. She dismissed the testimony.
4. “______” Collins, a witness, testified there were “several” “20-25” hard drives given to him.
5. Sgt. Holman, ISP, testified that Agent Coleman sent them to Ainya Cain and Kevin Green, of Murder Sheet on youtube.
6. Defense Attorney Baldwin said that others had leaked the Probable Cause Affidavit to Murder Sheet, not Baldwin’s office. He made the point that the leak to Murder Sheet was not held in contempt by the judge as the defense team for leaks they personally did not authorize and did not know had occurred until after the fact.
7. Brad Rozzi, the Defense attorney, was put on the witness stand. He was asked about the Dec. 1 press release. His response was: “It communicates to your client that you are behind them.” and “from the very day that I entered into the case, we were inundated from requests from the media”
8. Questions to Rozzi: Was it to influence the public? Answer: “No” Was it a plea from the public for tips? Answer: “Yes.”
9. Rozzi was asked if he had any knowledge of ISP? He replied that he has a family member that is a detective for the Indiana State Police. He was questioned about an email from Woodhouse. Question: Did you have anything to do with the Woodhouse email? Answer: “No, I did not.” Rozzi went on to say “Baldwin called me on the day he learned of the email disclosing pictures. He went on to say that the defense team did not receive 2-3 pictures or diagrams of some of the prosecutor’s evidence. Further in the hearing, Baldwin stated that the defense team were not made aware of missing interview videos that had been erased in February 2017. More on that later.
10. Rozzi was questioned: Did you watch the Barbara McDonald segment on CourtTV? Answer: “yes”.
11. Prosecutor objected.
12. Question: Was this evidence you provided? Rozzi answered, “It was not provided by me.”
13. Rozzi was questioned by Prosecutor McLeland: Did you know Westerman? Rozzi denied knowing Westerman and he said he would not know him if he was here in the courtroom.
    

Next comes the real eye-opening testimony by Tod Click, a parole agent with the State of Indiana. he was a former police officer and assisted on the Delphi case for the FBI task force. He was on the investigation team for roughly three years, from 2018 until 2021. He stopped when Detective Greg Forency of the Terre Haute police department, was murdered in front of FBI’s office.

The interference of information in this case is over the top, as I was trying to find the videotape of the news conference of Det. Forency’s murder. Special Agent Keenan, who was at the presser and was involved in the Delphi murder investigation, spoke about Det. Forency’s help. But now the video has been “disappeared”. I mean, it was there just an hour ago, and now I can’t find it at all. I can’t find ANY mention of Forency. I also had his funeral service as well, now there is nothing. POOF. disappeared.

From Todd Click’s testimony, Detective Forency had been investigating Brad Holder and Patrick Westfall. They were pictured together with T-shirts with “Redlander” on them. I’m not sure that I heard that correctly, however, and doing a quick google search, I could find nothing.

Click testified that it was depicting Norse membership. Others that were involved were: John Messer, who was standing between Brad Holder and Westfall in the picture.

The girlfriend of one of them (sorry, don’t have which one), knew of videos of girls being kidnapped.

Det. Forency and Murphy were going to get search warrants, but Click was not able to get with Forency.

Two others, named Elvis Fields and Josh Crispin, were members of the American Guard — connected to a MAGA rally, and then to a house party. Brian James was head of the American Guard. He made deliveries of hogs to Delphi and Logansport processing plants.

I missed part of the following, but the bits I have are: pictures of stiff in different arrangements and the connection to Brad Holder.

In February 2018, Holman and Murphy interviewed Elvis Fields at his house and he said “if her scent is on me, you’ll know why.” I was not sure which girl he was referring to or what he meant by “scent on me”. Perhaps he meant DNA?

When Det. Forency was shot and killed, Click’s work in the investigation ended. He had drafted a letter sent by certified mail to Prosecutor Nick McLeland, to make him aware of his investigation and evidence. He sent this on April 28th, but did not hear anything until AUGUST 2023.

Click met with ISP Sgt Holman and gave all his data to Holman, along with a brief summary. Holman did not seem interested in the materials.

Click testified that Det. Forency and Murphy both believed STRONGLY that Holder and Fields were connected to the murder of Abigail Williams and Liberty German.

After meeting with Sgt. Holman, Click began to leave and saw Brad Holder sitting in the ISP lobby!!!

After this meeting, Click testified that he had no further follow up with Sgt. Holman.

Alecia Cole, a girlfriend of Johnny Messer, reported to Todd Click that she had a phone he might want to see, indicating there was evidence on it pertaining to the murders.

It was called the “goldilocks” cellphone. Click did not elaborate what he meant by “goldilocks”.

Click informed Sgt. Holman, and he said ISP would obtain the cellphone. Two weeks later, Click inquired about it, and ISP had not retrieved the cellphone. Someone else from another agency, I think, eventually got the cellphone.

Click was asked about the technology to recover data from cellphones.

Judge Gull said the Holder/Messer evidence was not applicable. (Stunning!!)

Defense Attorney Baldwin made the point that they were not given evidence for 10 months after they should have been provided it.

Prosecutor asked —

Question: Did you give evidence to the authorities?

Answer: I gave it to Detective Forency.

Question: How long have you known Elvis Fields?

Answer: I have known Fields a long time. (missed part of the testimony) I don’t know if Elvis Fields has been diagnosed of showing mental disability or slowness. (I’m paraphrasing here).

Click was told that Holder stated “it was a ritual gone bad”

Baldwin called Amber Holder to the witness stand.

Question: Did you talk to police?

Answer: Yes, for an hour interview during the time of the girls’ murder investigation. August 2023, Amber was not contacted. She testified that Holder and Westfall had done animal sacrifices in the woods. She stated “the girls were posed with runes in the forms of sticks. And Holder and Westfall knew the girls.

At this point, Judge Gull called counsel to her and would not allow Amber Holder’s testimony.

The state called Stephen Mullin to the stand. He testified that he was an investigator. Previously, he was the Chief of Police of Delphi in 2017, and then joined the sheriff’s department, and then began private investigation work for the evidence of Richard Allen in preparation for the trial.

Question: Were you aware of the Brad Holder interview of 2017?

Answer: I am. It was done in February, 2017. As chief of police, I was not part of the investigation.

(I missed part of the testimony, but Mullin said “that report should have been submitted”

He was shown a screenshot of the Feb. 2017 dispersal of evidence with 5 excel docs of data contained on hard drive, including FBI docs.

Prosecutor asked Mullin to describe Special Agent Cole’s interview of Brad Holder no longer being available.

Answer: “We use a specific room and use computers and equipment of video interviews. In August 2017, we went to recover video on the DVR, but it was on a continuous record, so all interviews up to that date were gone.”

“Somehow it was switched from only recording when turned on to record continuously.”

When asked about the equipment, Mullin stated “The switch is visible when one walked into the police station. There was a blue light visible that would show it was recording. It was not on.”

Question: Was there additional follow-up with Brad Holder?

Answer: Yes. FBI Rich Davies report assisted by Fred Rogers.

Question: Is it considered completed?

Answer: Yes.

Question: Was Holder a key suspect?

Answer: No.

Question: Was Patrick Westfall interviewed?

Answer: Yes in the FBI report of 2/19/17. He was interviewed by Special Agent Adam Cole. They went to the Westfall residence. The FBI does not record interviews.

Question: Was Patrick Westfall a key suspect?

Answer: No.

Question: Do you have a way of producing a list of all those interviewed?

Answer: I do not. We have shared everything we have with the defense team. ISP recently recovered some interviews and was turned over by Matthew Harper of ISP.

Defense Attorney Baldwin asked him:

Question: You did not tell myself and attorney Brad Rozzi about the missing interviews?

Answer: No. I told _____. (I could not hear who he told)

Question: Did you tell McLeland about the missing interviews?

Answer: Yes.

Question: The defense team did not learn about the interviews being taped over until February, 2024, correct?

Answer: Yes.

Baldwin questions Mullin about documents the defense team was given. He stated there were no dates on the docs.

Question: When were these documents produced?

Answer: February 2017.

Baldwin made the statement that the defense team did not receive notification of the documents until two weeks before the hearing.

Question: Did you get another interview of Brad Holder once you discovered the first video interview was missing?

Answer: No.

Question: Is there any document or log of all those interviews (of February 2017)?

Answer: No.

Baldwin then stated “So there were six days of missing interviews.”

Baldwin stated “from April 28th to June 30, there was an opportunity to get those interviews recovered from Chinese software. Was this utilized?

Answer: No. Some video was recovered, but not the audio.

Question: Early on, there were many tips about Brad Holder?

Answer: A few.

Question: Early on, you really don’t know what information will be important to an investigation, do you?

Answer: No.

Baldwin tried to question whether Brad Holder switched vehicles with a family member that day of the murders, but the prosecution objected and the judge sustained the objection, which means the attorney is not allowed to ask the question.

At this point, about 6 p.m., I decided to leave, so I don’t know what was said after this.

But the information on Brad Holder is jaw-dropping. And the fact that the media is complicit in not telling the public this guy’s name when he most certainly had something to do with the girls’ murder is beyond me.

And the judge not allowing Amber Holder to testify is another red flag that something is very wrong.

But the most important clue of a conspiracy of corruption is Detective Forency being murdered, right in front of the FBI offices. He was on the trail of Holder and Westfall and was taken out.

Now is the time for all good men to come to the aid of Indiana.

This is the ultimate war between good and evil. And for those who know the truth but are afraid to speak out, your silence will not save you. You are a liability to the evil ones and they will take you out, as well.

God has made a promise to me and to the Indians that good would win over evil. BUT WE have to fight against the evil. We must.

Just wanted to add a postscript to the last post on Dr. Judith Reisman.

I’ve done a little research on her, and if it’s true, I wanted to clarify my thought on it.

She blamed what happened to children on Kinsey as well as the homosexuals—especially the Nazis.

She may have been unaware of secret societies that use sex in their rituals, and men raping sons and daughters is part of their evil god worship.

So I feel that homosexuals have been as much a victim as the rest because the evil ones have manipulated hormones, they stimulate areas of the brain that make someone want sex, and I do believe that vaccines have something in them to alter the brain’s cognitive area. Mercury was in vaccines (documented), and supposedly Big pharma took it out, but they’ve lied about so much stuff that I don’t believe them. Mercury is a known neurotoxin and it alone is sooo devastating to the victim, as my struggle with recovery from being poisoned shows.

So I get what Dr. Reisman was saying but I don’t think she had all the information to get the big picture.

The next thing I wanted to tell you all about is that I found an “f” in some type of body fluid, on my door jamb to my apartment. Coincidentally, I listened to a utube on the Delphi murders and the presenter stated that an “f” was written in the girls’ blood on a tree near the ritual site.

So the message is clear.

And this morning, I went to my van and someone had hit my side mirror, making it pop out. It had been damaged previously but was damaged again.

Message is clear. They are threatening me in their bullying, cowardly way, as they do.

I just pray and stay connected to the Creator. I’ve already been shown that I am going to Heaven, and nobody dies alone, so they have no control over that.

…just as tgey had no control over where Liberty and Abigail ended up…as their spirits live on and Liberty is a strong spirit and she will get her justice!!

Bless be God the Creator, forever and ever.

Recently, I came across the news that Indiana University had placed a statue of Alfred Kinsey on the university grounds. I was appalled to say the least. Kinsey paid fathers and grandfathers to rape their little girls and boys and he paid them to do so.

Here is the link to the victim testimony: https://youtu.be/J6TOQfZg2AY?feature=shared

Study the Past

Kinsey was part of the destruction of the United States by making immorality a bad thing.

He was part of the Freudian mindset that women who didn’t want to have sex as frigid. Remember, Freud was a coke head and a secret society member.

Kinsey was part of the Boomer’s “free love” movement where he told us we were inhibited sexually, and that we all just needed to loosen up.

Personally, I can remember at 14 years of age being put down by a “friend” because of a situation she put me in—we walked to a nearby park with a boy she had set me up with and she went with her boy and left me with the other boy that I had just met. We sat by the nearby river and talked. And when my friend and her boy came for us, he quickly kissed me as if he felt pressured to do something. It was an awkward first kiss.

Later, someone said my friend had mocked me behind my back when she was asked about me dating a guy. She said, “she’ll probably just talk to him the whole time.”. Clearly, I hadn’t lost my virginity and I was being mocked. I was only fourteen.

So, at this time, Phil Donahue show was the number one talk show. I was a daily viewer. At that time of upheaval (parents just divorced), Donahue was a substitute father, sort of.

When I viewed the show of him praising Alfred Kinsey, I saw, from an old lady’s perspective how much Donahue was a part of the influence towards Kinsey as a “scientist” instead of the pedophile and sexual bully that he was.

During the show, Donahue interrupted Dr. Reisman, whom stated that she was a Jew. Donahue was Catholic. I’ll bet Reisman is a Sephardic Jew.

Looking at the show as a Communications major, the subliminal stuff going on was powerful. Donahue stacked the panel with four men against one woman. I’m sure there were “plants” in the audience to ask a certain question to give Donahue a chance to attack Reisman without appearing to be aggressive, as he did early in the show.

Then there was a caller who was aggressively advocating for Kinsey. Another called Reisman “rude” for being assertive. I have noticed that “rude” is a key word the evil ones like to use to downplay someone speaking assertively against evil.

Donahue had a porn writer and the actual photographer Kinsey used for the child rapes on the panel.

The photographer even flashed the six-six-_ sign, mark of the beast, during his speech on what he did. And he laughed about them putting hot wax on someone.

One of the panel members stated that heterosexuality was abnormal! Incredible how they were brainwashing an entire nation.

Another couple of subliminal messages: the WTC towers were spotlighted and he is wearing the secret society “uniform” of black suit, white shirt, red tie, in the Donahue intro to the show.

It is sickening how much we were manipulated and never saw them coming. Blind and naive.

Here is the show. Be forewarned that it is graphic.

New Hampshire has created an inquiry into the Israeli attack on the USS Liberty on June 8, 1967.

The testimony is powerful.

But two of the commissioners concern me that they are in the pockets of either Israel or secret society members.

One asked where the flag was because he didn’t see it in the photo. That is a red flag that he is working for Israel because that is the lie they have told to justify the relentless attack. 

Secondly, the pushing of the witnesses to hurry up and rush them through their testimony and not allowing a witness to be sworn in, like he requested. He wanted to be sworn so that if something happens to him, they can’t say that his testimony is not valid because he wasn’t sworn in.

That said, here’s the video:

As a side note, I’ve had a vision of the dead men coming to me, thrilled that this evil act is being brought out from behind the wall of secrecy erected by Johnson and Israel.

I was able to watch an episode of crime scene evidence and it featured Rodney Alcala, the serial rapist and murderer, who was able to get access to his victims by using his photography skills to lure them away from safety (in crowds or cities) to secluded areas where he raped and murdered them.

One of the things he did was to bite his victims. This was one of the facts of evidence that linked him to murders all over the United States. He continually traveled to elude police. This was in the days before the computer network allowed police in different states to see evidence that linked perpetrators. It is really stunning the good detective work that went into nailing this sadistic bastard before the police had the computer tools of networking.

I couldn’t find the exact video of what I watched on the TV, so just go on youtube and put in dating game and his name and it should come up. Alcala was attractive and charming and this allowed him to get away with his crimes. Psychopaths can come in attractive packages and know exactly what to say to get their victims to put down their guard.

Fortunately for at least one woman, the Dating Game woman, she listened to her instincts when she felt the evil in this man and called an employee with the production of the show and told her that the guy was creeping her out and she wasn’t going to go out with him. 

Women need to stop apologizing when someone creeps them out and they put a barrier around themselves to give themselves safe space.  People want to always make the woman feel guilty for protecting herself and saying someone is making them uncomfortable.

Alcala liked to bite his victims, and this brought back a memory of my ex biting me. It left a permanent mark that unfortunately looks like a hickey. It’s embarrassing because I’m sure people look at it and think I must have had a wild night….

So I searched bites and rape in youtube, and found this video:

The comment section was unbelievable. The people were blaming her and calling her a liar. There was evidence that he had raped her while she slept on video and the rape apologists still didn’t believe her.

If you recall, the Guardian Ad Litem appointed to the custody hearing of my ex and I, spent fifteen minutes with my children and proclaimed “there’s a lot of guilt in that household”. Well, a good mother is going to make her children feel guilty for doing something wrong. That is how you instill morals. 

So this evil woman ignored me when I told her that my ex was having sex with me while I slept. She also ignored three other cases of the father abusing the mother in the five cases that I researched. 

And this is why women don’t come forward. They are already suffering because they were violated by the man who was supposed to be their protector, and then they are abused again by evil women who call them liars.

I do believe raping women while they sleep is a part of the secret society “religion”. This woman in the video was probably married to a cult member and didn’t know it. She was likely drugged. I wonder now if I was drugged, as well. They are a network and they would likely share the information of what drugs to use to keep her asleep so she won’t wake up. 

I only woke up in two of the times that my ex did it to me. One morning, my ex said to me “You didn’t open your legs for me last night…” It sent chills down my spine. I didn’t recall a thing. No memory of it at all. 

That was the day that I decided that I had to get out of this marriage.

I hope by posting this that any woman who is being raped by her spouse that she is not alone. I know of at least two other women this has happened to in my hometown. Both men were part of the secret society.