When I was suffering from endometriosis, my gynecologist (a man) suggested that I needed to have a hysterectomy after he had burned off a dime-size spot of endo. He was acting very strange, taking my then-husband out into the hallway to have a little chat.

He didn’t approach me with that information, my husband did. And my husband was manipulated by this doctor into believing that horrible things would happen if I didn’t have my uterus ripped out.

I almost went along with it.

At the time, my local hospital was sending out large booklets promoting hysterectomy. I remember well a young woman on the cover of it, claiming she “felt so much better after having a hysterectomy”…yep. So there was definitely a push towards the operation.

After doing research, one of which was a book called “Women and Doctors” by Dr. John Smith. In it, he describes horrible actions by doctors — one looked under the covers of a naked patient asleep for an operation in the operating room! Another was his explosive account of all the horrible doctors using hysterectomy as an income producer! One doctor, if I recall correctly, had five hysterectomies per week!

But the women whom have had hysterectomies did not suddenly feel much better. Many continued to have pain and the hysterectomy made it all worse. The uterus supports the bowels and bladder and of course, is the source of a woman’s power. If you have never stood barefeet on the ground, raised your hands above you and prayed to the Creator, then you probably don’t understand what I am talking about. When you pray like that, you feel the energy from the Earth, that the Creator gave the Earth, run up through the center of your body, through the uterus, the stomach, the heart, the throat, and then the brain. You feel a tiny portion of the Creator’s power.

I suspected my doctor also used hysterectomies as a source of income. He had one expensive home in my hometown, and another “vacation” home about 40 minutes away at a lake well known for having very affluent homeowners. Yep.

And I suspected that my doctor had done something wrong when he tied my tubes after my third child’s birth. I’ve had pain in my left side and trouble with my left leg since.

But this morning, I was also hit with an epiphany about the ripping out of uterus’s as being waay more sinister and the secret society connection. Because if your religion is about hatred of women and everything they stand for — nurturing, birthing babies, home life, and spirituality — then ripping out their center of their power would be central to that.

Women without their uterus would have their power ripped from them.

That speaks volumes to how women feel powerless now. This would be why so many have become disconnected from the Creator, and gone to the dark side.

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Related to this is what I am discovering with retirement.

Like I have written, when you are gangstalked, they keep you from either getting a job or keeping a job.

So I decided, at 62, to go ahead and retire.

I was married for 13 years, so I am entitled to my ex-husband’s retirement income.

I thought that I would have a decent income.

But two things happen–because I am retiring before 65, what I should be getting $745 per month, was greatly reduced to $474 per month. Unreal!

While Congress sells their souls to rake in the big bucks, they keep from giving people their rightful retirement benefits. I think if someone has less than $1,000 in retirement, they should be allowed their full retirement benefit, whatever age they retire.

Secondly, they are denying my ex’s retirement benefit because he hasn’t retired yet. It should not make any difference when he retires in order for me to get that retirement. At the very least, they could go by if he retired at 62, to pay the lowest benefit rate.

He could wait until 70 to retire, and I could be dead by then.

This is wrong on so many levels. Most women outlive their husbands, so to me this is Social Security denying what is rightfully mine.

The whole reason Social Security was started was because older people were eating cat and dog food because they could not afford anything else on their retirement income. IF they had any income at all.