I check into a motel once a week to get cleaned up because I don’t have a shower and get by with sponge baths the rest of the week.

While I was there a week prior, the FBI agent gets access to my room and steals my deodorant. Seriously?

Why my deodorant? So if I smell bad people won’t want to be around me? That is how childish these bullies are…

Not to mention the motel allowing access to my room…all he has to do is flash that badge and people just roll over and give them anything.

So you’re probably thinking why not go to another motel?

Well, I’ll give you three guesses…

The long term motel I used to be at refused to let me stay again, spewing a pack of lies as to why. This was the motel with the lying Hispanic maid.

Next motel, lady was an older boomer and we had a nice conversation about the goings on with covid and all. I stayed a week with no problems and the lady was so nice she brought me Thanksgiving dinner with a home cooked turkey! It seriously has been years since I have had cooked a turkey. I miss it so…

I went back there when I had enough money, but she said they were full. The sign said vacancy.

It is clear that the men in black had visited her…

So, yeah, my options to find an affordable motel here are dwindling.

The men in black are still following me wherever I go. Update 9.16.22-. I now realize that they are Israeli agents in our own government.

I had just bought a plant based laundry detergent that ain’t cheap, but I swore to my otter friend last summer that I would buy only plant based detergent after I was reminded what happens to the wildlife when the gangstalkers up the creek dumped a bunch of toxic junk that foamed up the creek where I and the otter and the baby fishies were.

So I had just bought that a week ago. Didn’t even get more than two loads out of it.

How did they get it?

Broke into my truck. Remember how my door locks kept going up and down when I was just thinking about going to the domestic violence shelter?

I think that is how they are getting in to my truck. Other stuff has come up missing, too. They are getting in somehow, even though I ALWAYS lock my doors.

I am just really sick of these disgusting pigs.

##edited to add:

Not sure if I should share this or not, but the stress of all this has caught up with me. I had a mini stroke last week. I was at work, and I could not lift my left arm up to my chest.

I had a stroke, and possible mild heart attack when I was 30 years old. It was a severe reaction to the drugs Synarel and Seldane. I was not taken seriously by my doctor or pharmacist or ex husband. I had the classic symptoms of numbness down my left arm, chest pain and feeling like an elephant was sitting on my chest. I could not speak for a few moments and began stuttering afterward, something I had not done before. My ex actually laughed at me as I tried to get words out.

I knew that not being able to raise an arm is a sign of stroke, so I left work immediately and got to the hospital. MRI showed no lasting damage, but it does not rule out TI A, a mini stroke. I had a migraine that lasted four days after we were sprayed with a thick blanket of clouds each of those days. So the doctor once again says that it was a result of the migraine and wants me to take drugs. Nope drugs are what gave me a stroke in the first place. And it does not explain what happened to me. I have had migraines every single freaking month since1995, and yet I have not had mini strokes, to my knowledge, each time. Something was terribly wrong when I can’t lift my arm up. They eventually diagnosed spinal stenosis.

And there was a huge X sprayed over my workplace the day of the mini stroke.

When I left the motel this morning, there was another huge X sprayed above me.

Coincidence?