Without going in to too much detail, I am dealing with someone I love and care deeply about being taken in by the evil one.

It hits too close to home and I am having a real hard time dealing with it. I am angry at God for allowing it to happen, angry at myself for not being able to prevent it, although I know that everyone has to follow their own path as the Creator granted us all free will to decide whether we are going to go towards evil or towards good. And the ones that accused me of evil are in fact the ones worshiping the evil one and drawing my family member into it.

I would never go towards the evil one, but this does shake my faith to the core.

I can’t make sense of it.

My whole life was a lie.